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Can't believe I spent most of the day working on a school project. It ate up my whole beloved sunday ;A;
But I slept well last night, and had a nice breakfast. I'm actually relieved because I did most of the work (even if it was hard to get me to write, I always tried to get distracted or procastinate), so I don't have to die trying to finish it tomorrow. I just have two paragraphs left, and the project is due Tuesday. Tomorrow I have to learn the whole thing + study Physics OTL I find it way too hard for my poor brain ;; I want to run far far away, in a tropical place and send a postcard to my teacher, something like "I don't really need Physics here man". I updated the playlist with a pair of other songs. I find out about a nice electronica band called Owl City and I've been listening to them a lot (all thanks to Jun ♥).   |
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 Senior year is so pressuring ;; I feel like I won't make it until the end, I'm already exploding. And I fear all the things I haven't studied the last years.. I have to learn a lot of things I wasn't taught OTL I have art history test tomorrow.. it would be easy if my teacher wasn't a complete ass ;; I have no idea of what the questions will be like so I'm studying everything. And then I have a lot of Physics to learn because it's an important subject and I already got bad marks in Maths. sobs I should be studying but my sister came for help in English from me and I got completely drained (lately the time I spend teaching her stuff is more than the time I study myself). I also tried Drawr. I suck at it. |
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I can say I'm finally free from the burden that is school~ ;v; or well, ALMOST.
I failed my Maths test on Friday like, really hard. I had studied but the exercises were just too difficult OTL a lot of my classmates found it really hard too. I think I had a little bit of an outburst at the end of the test because of the stress I piled up this week. I had been feeling a little ill the previous day, but particulary in that morning I felt pretty sick when I woke up. I could hardly stand on my feets ;~; After the test I had to recover and work to take Chem in two hours time. In the end I was perfect, and the interrogation went by fast and painless ° v ° / I payed off in English too because I get to have the higest grade my teacher ever gave (10!) even if there is some other student who got it too even if they didn't deserve it While I'm really upset with my Lit teacher since she vaguely said she's not gonna give an high grade even if we (I) did a project work D: Damnit I spent one afternoon and some of my health on that power point OTL I had to expect it tho.. since she clearly doesn't like me in the first place Sorry I just didn't sound so modest but SRLY. I worked my ass off to prove that I'm actually pretty good, but meh, when old teachers are biased about you there ain't much you can do ._. I still need to repair Maths on Thrusday, then I'll be done. In the mean time, I have two days off from school because of National festivity <3 I'll try to draw/finish things. I drew the 3 round picture in super extremis today. I have to say I really enjoyed doing Victorian style  I'm already excited for the upcoming week challenge! I'm curious about the theme..  |
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I've done 10 hours straight of Literature study this evening OTL
Power point files take so long to be finished. The fact that I use to do an accurate work doen't help and just make it longer.. My topic was interesting, since we had to do something related to theater I choose to do oriental culture of theater, but I wish I had more time to go rambling on wikipedia since there are so many things to learn (I just found about Symbolism). Damnit, I hope that the teacher will let me talk since she always interrupts with her random useless hours-long speechs :< I'm ttly screwed fo tomorrow. I still haven't started working on the English project neither I have a clear idea of what I'll be doing + Chem announced Thurday is the deadline to take that subject so KLDSGHSGO I'M DOUBLY SCREWED. I dunno how I'm gonna make it all tomorrow ;__; I need an incredible stamina+will which I don't possess OTL and it's getting so hot in school these days.. it feels terrible because there are a lot of people (but of course of dear Direct has air conditioning in his office <_<). We literally stole a fan from English lab and bought it in class LOL  My classmates also wrote "4-i" which is my class on it since our seniors from 5-i want to steal it ~ Ah that's my essay you see these. It took the usual good mark 8D I wish i was naturally good at Maths and Chem too OTL Tomorrow will be though. |
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With school ;A;
It's mostly because of my English project, I TTLY dunno about the topic. At first it was a ghost story, which I wasn't sure about, or doing a lesson on slang English, then trying to do a humorous version of Hamlet but after watching the movie today I realized it's just so helplessy emo OTL I want to ask my teacher for help cos I'M SERIOUSLY IN DESPAIR. But I'm afraid I can't do a really good work since the deadline is on Thrusday and we also have Physics test on that day ;A; I need to prepare a Literature work for Wednesday so I can't do it tomorrow OTL I wonder how I'm gonna get out of this situation /head desk AND CHEM. I can't remember a thing about it. /sobs Sorry I have nothing nice to post cept for gay pirate  |
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