I went throught a lot fo trouble to but it yesterday OTL It was ranining heavily and, following the map from Google I went to a place I had never been before, and found out it wasn't the place I was looking for! (apparentely it had the same name, so Google maps isn't to blame ;;) Since the actual place was very far, I decided to try to looking in another shop that was sort of nearer. Thankfully they had it! (they also had the Intuos4 orz;;)
I walked a lot and got all soaked, but I now have a tablet /satisfaction



Well ain't it cool! I had some troubles installing it but it works fine now, and I can use it without problems.

To celebrate it and get me used faster to it, we hold a pchat yesterday!
Glac and me ended up drawing this, to wish everyone a happy valentine..



Cute boy love ♥

Then we made it prettier



hurr.

I think I'll now go sink in my science book. BRB.

In the end I gave up calling the Wacom service. They still have no information about where the hell my new pen is. I kinda feel sorry for the guy that had to say this to me.
I'm going to buy a new pen tablet, as I should have don 3 weeks ago, when my tablet broke.

Going for a Bamboo Pen this time, it looks essential, which is good. Man, whatever, I just want a tablet OTL

I'm so glad we got to February, last month was pretty unlucky SOB
I'm still left with no tablet or mobile.. I've called the Wacom service several times, including today's, and the situation is still very confused. I'll call again tomorrow OTL
For the mobile, I have to wait at least 15.. /depressed

The absence of the tablet is worse than what I imagined.. I tried to work a lot on traditional but I got to nothing in the end, I even ruined one of my wips because I suck 1000 times at copics.
Maybe it's because it's been a pretty hard on me lately. I've been working my ass off in school and I can't say the results for this term are, after all, all that satisfactory. Furthermore, the getting near of the exams is giving everyone an immense pressure.
I still don't know about all of my grades, except for English, Italian and Latin (which are very high), and Maths and Physics (still kinda low).
I really wish to reach the 8.1 average at the end of the year, and finish school in a satisfactory way.

I still don't know what university I'm going to attend after..
Everyone is expecting me to decide, but I am just very confused. My parents have clearly asked me to set aside drawing for a while and concentrate on studying.. but that only makes me upset.
Even so, I'm not going to draw for today, but I'm going to concentrate on Physics and other subjects OTL;;

I feel defeated..



Because of being so busy lately, I got myself a daily planner. It's very.. plain.



I doodle a little Gil for Saint Gilbert (tomorrow). Maybe I should add some stickers all over it to make it more colorful SOB

kjhgfkjdgf I HATE REALISTIC PORTRAITS of old politic faggots.
That's mainly what I've been drawing for th magazine lately.

It's getting pretty hard, not only since they give me only one micro-sized reference, but it also really bothers me to spend my time like this OTL



Moving on, my tablet's pen broke and I'm still waiting for a new one.
I've been trying working on traditional, but with the amount of homeworks I have I hardly have time to organize my thoughts. I lost some kinda important school documents and still have to find them.
sobs


Also something I've been trying to work on:




<-- Check Bon's blog because it's totally amazing ♥

I'm really enjoying my staying here in Sanremo. It was a long train trip till here (almost ten hours) and it got me very tired. It's been a pretty hard xmas for Europe this year because of the weather, it snowed all over Italy, and most of the train stations in the north are snowy white. Thankfully my train didn't get here with much delay! Since Italian rail transports are like, so awesome, I was very worried it would have never arrived.
The weather has been pretty hard on the city too. It's been heavily raining all this week, and since Sanremo's right on the coast, there have been landslides and damages.
They also told me it actually hardly ever rains this long here. This must be payback for not getting any rain last xmas in London.
Despite this we got to have some sunny mornings, like today, and that makes me glad since we're going to France this afternoon. I've been in this part of France more than once but this is the first time in winter hurr. Imhappy.

Guess what santa brougth me? A cute hat and a soft warm pijama hoodie (they were from my aunt <3 I love her so much).
I went around shopping a little even with the rain, bought some xmas card I'll post on Monday ;u;
I also have to take care of my 8-years-old smart but terribly spoiled little cousin. She always follows me around and bothers me but it's fine to stay with her. She's interested in learning and I taught her a lot of things about literature and geography, but she also sulks a hella lot, being the self-righteous brat she is, and since I'm really bad at dealing with kids, I can't really help.

We had a very delicious christmas dinner~ Gnocchi, fried squids, mashed potatoes and.. and I can't really remember what else sob



They were so yummy ♥♥ We're gonna have more today hurr


Today's sunny, so I went on the terrace to take some pics, I hope the weather stays like this at least for today.




From tomorrow, I'll have to concentrate on studying /looks at piles of textbooks and sobs